[She knows- at least on some level. Beverly hadn't missed the way the boys had looked at her that day at the quarry. All but one had looked at her in deep appreciation. All but Eddie.
And you know what? She didn't care.]
How did you do it? [She wants to keep their conversation going, keep it as light as she could. Of course, that plan fails miserably when Eddie hugs her so tightly. She hugs him back just as tight, not wanting to let go of him.
By the time he pulls away, she's blinking away tears like an idiot.]
I-- [She could tell him how angry she'd been, how unfair it all felt, how lonely she'd been. She was living with her best friends in the entire world, boys she thought she'd never ever see again (barring their promise), and it had been like- hell, the best way to describe it was the changing room before Phys Ed with Greta right next to her. Uncomfortable, to say the least.]
I promise you, Eddie- I will never ever leave you somewhere. [Maybe in the future. But if she could remember this, it was worth everything.] I'm so sorry you saw that. I love you, Eddie- I never want to hurt you. I just want you back in my life, all of you.
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Date: 2018-01-06 03:14 pm (UTC)And you know what? She didn't care.]
How did you do it? [She wants to keep their conversation going, keep it as light as she could. Of course, that plan fails miserably when Eddie hugs her so tightly. She hugs him back just as tight, not wanting to let go of him.
By the time he pulls away, she's blinking away tears like an idiot.]
I-- [She could tell him how angry she'd been, how unfair it all felt, how lonely she'd been. She was living with her best friends in the entire world, boys she thought she'd never ever see again (barring their promise), and it had been like- hell, the best way to describe it was the changing room before Phys Ed with Greta right next to her. Uncomfortable, to say the least.]
I promise you, Eddie- I will never ever leave you somewhere. [Maybe in the future. But if she could remember this, it was worth everything.] I'm so sorry you saw that. I love you, Eddie- I never want to hurt you. I just want you back in my life, all of you.